Envenomed

I can actually consider take fortune-telling as a career. In the beginning of the month, I sensed a series of misfortune events might take place throughout the whole month. As it's only the 26th, i couldn't carry out the rest of the remaining days of the month, cause i had enough.
This week is already a very good example to show the chain of misery i've gone through. Monday, wasted 3dollars on cyber losing like crap in CS n Dota. Tuesday, ow, my 1st service practical at Connexions and i was the manager. I was so excited to be the RM n run the show but i guess the bubble simply popped due the fact that our lovely lecturer was on MC and everyone had a big question mark on their head. Everything went smoothly as i plan but i was still disappointed with my performance cause we were lack of pax. Special thanks to my group members who "help" and really help me that day. Wednesday, my cough still haven't recovered yet which was affecting my speech greatly. Plus, i though i've gotten a good mark from my assignment, Madame was disappointed with me for offering my answer to ppl. Then came prep for kitchen, as many of my classmate told me to be aware of the lecturer, i got slightly excited to meet him. The next thing i know i got trashed by him with all his words hammering straight at me. To make matters worst, i chose to walk home under a drizzle. My plan was to go and see whether SS2's Secret Recipe is hiring any part-timers. Only to find out they wanted full-time workers, making my effort of walking in the rain wasted down the drain.
With so much problems, conflict and stress, i always tend to redirect the blame for all these to someone else. However, no matter in wad situation, i'll always point the finger back at me. Therefore, i choose to swallow the poison and suffer the effects. Face looking wasted, i try to cover my fury with my sarcasm.
With 4 more days left till this dreadful month passed, i can only wait till October arrived bringin in the rush of glee and th Raya holidays so i can enjoy. But for now, i'll jus waait ill the poison wears off..

Birthday Duo

Today's the 18th of September!!! I was repeatly reminded about this special day. Because it was the birthday of these two ... Kay Tze & Faye

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Went Swesens to celebrate with the bbq crew cause of the Earthquake day. Had an awful dinner but a wonderful time chatting n listening lame jokes. Sadly Kim Leong didn't turn up and Zhi had to leave early, plus the dreadful pasta we ordered jus ruined our appetite. The ice-cream wasn't so bad till i tasted something sandy from one of the 8 flavas. Anyways i had gd time, hiding faye's phone haha...

Mana Burn

Sadly i'm still in the dry season, where my budget is tight and outings are gettin less. Classes are getting boring. I can almost predict how the class will turn out to be. The same boring ppl and the dead environment which drains my mana slowly. Apart from that, my casino business has become worst, i've been losing in Cho Dai Di very often nowadays.
I'll never use the phrase "life's sux" or Life's boring" cause its a waste of time. If it sux, make it better. If it's boring, make it interesting, otherwise it will never change. I still can recall how excited i was about my second sem. With practicals to do and less theory to sleep through. But now i wish it was the other way around, well not entirely. Jus that the lessons are somehow repeating itself day after day, week after week. Seriously tiring. Gosh i miss my 1st sem where my timetable has more free periods and able to study with all my classmates together in the same room. Now, we're split into group where our time, classes, lecturers are almost all diff. To put it simply, my class shrinked from 40+ to a group of 13. Last time, going outing was easy as snappin a finger. Now, "must check my schedule la".
I miss sport too. Basketball, badminton, swimming, bowling all abandoned. I can oni blame it all on the time, weather and money. Even if there is, there wouldn't have the same fun as it used to be.
Wad i nid...is a drink. A nice yamcha with everyone. Well, a holiday wud be much better but thats involves lots of planning n money. Personally i believe, a good outing doesn't involve lots of cash as long as u are spending time with the right ppl at the right place and having a GREAT time.

Wad Went Wrong?

Today i finally fall. In the evening, round 5, my body started to show signs of falling sick. I was feeling warmish, tired, and sleepy. I was breathing through my mouth and find it hard to breathe through my nose. Apart from that, there were a few muscle aches. At those times I feel like dropping dead n kiss the floor. Jus jokin..I kept questioning myself why i felt this way.

• Was it the fact that i've not been sleeping enuf?
• Was it because of something i've ate or i've been eating?
• Was it because of having too much plans in one day?
• Was it because of walking back n forth to my hus under the hot sun?
• Was it because of sitting directly under the air-cond for 2hours feeling cold?
• Was it because of my dressing today?
• Was it because of my today's hairstyle?
• Was it because of my money problem that i've been suffering lately?
• Was it because of the amount of work i have from college?
• Or izzit the fact that i'm jus thinking too much at once?

One thing's for sure, i've been pushing my body, mind n soul beyond its limit lately. I'd continue to exercise though my whole body aches, i'd continue to study though its passed midnight, i'd been refusin help though i really need them, i'd been worrying the unnecessaries, i'd been trying to avoid many things. I've been forcing myself to hide my troubles away from those who wanted to help.

Boy this is sad, wish this will be the last emo post. Well, an interesting life must have some ups and downs. Guess i wish too hard for a life with all ups and no downs. Brb...(took panadol and water). Right, who's on9 in msn..let's chat..

Beef Goulash

This was the menu for our group to cook this week...

Nicoise Style - Fish Salad

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Chicken Pot Roast with Dice Mushroom & Croutons

Rosemary Potatoes

Saute Baby Greens, Red Peppers & Carrots

OR

Beef Goulash

Buttered Noodles

Saute Baby Greens, Red Peppers & Carrots

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Chocolate Mousse

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Coffee or Tea

Though we got our recipes one day before our preparation day, we still manage to pull it all together. Good Job Team!! Waiting till I become the chef.. Ow here are some pictures of the product..

Starters - Fish Salad

Main Course - Chicken

Main Course - Beef

And the dessert...

Tempting? Come to KDU's Windows of Damansara... Tuesday and Thursday, 12;00p.m - 2;00p.m. Contact me if you wanna know what we'll be serving..TY

Dry season

August was a fun month, oh yes. Had a great time taking part in events, activities and parties... Such fun shouldn't have an end, but thank godness they do, cause on the last week of august i noticed how light my wallet is. With only 10dollars left to spend, the fun dried faster than ever before.

"Hey wanna join us go see movie?"

"Sry, no money."

"Hey let's go cyber!"

"Sry, no money."

"Snooker la."

"Sry, no money."

"You wanna follow us go Yamcha?"

"Sry, no money."

"Are you joinnin us for dinner?"

"Sry, no money."

" I wish i could but i'm jus a poor lil boi.."

It really hit me hard on how lil i have to spend per month. Part-time job seems to be the only solution to solve it, in order to continue to enjoy the amusement and pleasure with my incredible friends. So my september most probably will be a sad month as im planning to save everything for a rainy day..